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Thursday, October 12th, 2006
10:06 pm - I fucking LOVE Oscar Wilde!!!
So, I read 'The Picture of Dorian Gray', and I'm in love with it. LOVE!!!

"But then in the Churxh they don't think. A bishop keeps on saying at the age of eighty what he was told to say when he was a boy of eighteen, and as natural consequence he always looks absolutely delightful."
-Lord Henry to Basil on how intellect ruins beauty. Page 5

"Yes, she is a peacock in everything byt beauty."
-Lord Henry to Basil on an annoying friend of their's. Page 9

"Poets are not so scrupulous as you are. They know how useful passion is for publication. Nowadays a broken heart will run many editions."
-Lord Henry to Basil, chastising him for not exibiting his work. Page 13

"The body sins once and has done with its sin, for action is a mode of purification. Nothing remains then but the recollection of a pleasure, or the luxury of a regret. The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself, with desire for what its monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful. It has been said that the great events of the world take place in the brain. It is in the brain, and the brain only, that the great sins of the world take place also. You, Mr. Gray, you yourself with your rose-red youth and your rose-white boyhood, you have had passions that have made you afraid, thoughts that have filled you with terror, day-dreams and sleeping dreams whose mere memory might stain your cheek with shame--"

"Stop!" faltered Dorian Gray, "stop! You bewilder me. I don't know what to say. There is some answer to you, but I cannot find it. Don't speak. Let me think, or, rather, let me try not to think."
-Lord Henry and Dorian. Page 21

"It seemed to him that he had been walking in fire. Why had he not known it?"
-Dorian. Page 22

"Yes," continued Lord Henry, "that is one of the great secrets of life--to cure the soul by means of the senses, and the senses by means of the soul."
-Lord Henry. Page 23

"We degenerate into hideous puppets, haunted by the memory of the passions of which we were too much afraid, and the exquisite temptations that we had not the courage to yield to. Youth! Youth! There is absolutely nothing in the world but youth!"
-Lord Henry. Page 25

"Sin is the only real color-element left in modern life."
-Lord Henry

"Why can't these American women stay in their own country? They are always telling us that it is the Paradise for women."

"It is. That is the reason why, like Eve, they are so excessively anxious to get out of it."
-Lord Henry and a woman. Page 38

"I always like to know everything about my new friends and nothing about my old ones."
-Lord Henry. Page 38

"Behind every exquisite thing that ever existed, there was something tragic."
-Lord Henry. Page 39

"...perhaps the most satisfying joy left to us in an age so limited and vulgar as our own, an age grossly carnal in its pleasures, and grossly common in its aims."
-Page 39

"He could be made a Titan or a toy."
-Page 39

"They say that when good Americans die they go to Paris," chuckled Sir Thomas.

"Really! And where do bad Americans go when they die?" inquired the Duchess.

"They go to America," murmured Lord Henry.
-Page 42

More quotes to come!!!

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Monday, October 9th, 2006
4:13 pm - Hm.
Hello. I am alive and all, by the way. Just felt like putting that out there. Um...let's see...I've been living the college life. Classes are okay, though my psych teacher leaves something to be desired. Oh well. You can't like everybody, right?

Just wanted to check in and say 'hi'.


current mood: content

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Friday, June 30th, 2006
12:40 pm - I made a card thingie!!!
watch dinenxfaer fight

current mood: aggravated

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Friday, March 31st, 2006
6:17 pm - 50 random things
1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name? This question is cruel.

2. What color underwear are you wearing now? White. ^_^

3. What are you listening to right now? 'Everytime We Touch' by that girl.

4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number? Go. Fuck. Yourself. Asshole.

5. What was the last thing you ate? JELLO.

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Lavender.

7. How is the weather right now? Twilight, warm and gray. Pretty, but depressing.

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My mom.

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? That they're really annoying and scowling at me.

10. Favorite type of Food? RICE PUDDING, BITCHES!

11. Do you drink? When I can.

12. Do you smoke? Nope.

13. Ever got so drunk you don't remember what you did? Yes, lol.

14. Hair color? Reddish-brown.

15. Eye color? Blue.

16. Do you wear contacts? Nope.

17. Favorite Holiday? HALLOWEEN! Drag-queens and candy!

18. Favorite Month? October.

19. Pepsi of Coke? COKE!

20. What was the last movie you watched? I watched Phantom of the Opera today.

21. Favorite Day of the Year? Halloween.

22. Are u too shy to ask someone out? Nope.

23. If you can say something to someone right now what would it be? "GIVE ME RICE PUDDING OR SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES, MORTALS!!!"

24. Tits or Ass? Well, I like breasts, but they don't have to be enormous. And a butt is nice too. I'm not picky.

25. Chocolate or Vanilla? CHOCOLATE. DARK CHOCOLATE.

26. Do you want your friends to respond? ... If they want to.

27. Who is most likely to respond? I don't know...

28. Who is least likely to respond? XD Everyone!

29. Car or Truck? Car.

30. Tattoos? One on my lower back. The next one will be either on my hip or arm.

31. Favorite Movie? Lord of the Rings.

32. Favorite football Team? EAGLES!

33.What were you doing before this? Singing and bopping in my chair and occassionaly shouting at my dogs.

34. Any pets?: Two hell-hounds.

35. AIM? Mm-hmn.

36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? Salted, please.

37. Dogs or cats? Dogs.

38. Favorite Drink? CHAI.

39. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to? ...yes.

40. Fantasy? Eliza Dushku, at a nightclub, pressed up against a wall in a tight shirt and leather pants...I should stop now.

Fun fact: At school I got the nickname 'robo-cunt' when people saw me with my heart-monitor on. It's somewhat amusing, if not sad.

41. Favorite woman feature? Lips and neck.

42. Who would you like to see right now? Steve. I owe him many hugs.

43. Are you still friends with your exes? Some of them.

44. Have you ever fired a gun? No. *pouts*

45. Do you like to travel by plane? Never have.

46. Right handed or left? Right.

47. If you could be somewhere where would would it be? At Steve's house with rice pudding, playing Disney's Scene It and watching I <3 Huckabees.

48. How many pillows do you sleep with? Two, and a small pillow I use for cuddling with.

49. What is your sign? Scorpio. Yay for sex.

50. Hows life? Well, let's just say that I've been thinking some very dark thoughts.

current mood: drained

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Friday, March 17th, 2006
10:46 pm - Angelique Insanity!

current mood: sick

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Sunday, March 12th, 2006
11:19 pm - Livin' in a nightmare
Hey all. Yes, I am alive. I just took a sort of haitus from LJ. Not this week, but the week after, I have an appointment in Philly to schedule my week-long hospital stay, during which they'll perform the spinal-tap. I've been having nightmares about it. Steve says that it won't hurt, but someone that actually had it done described it as 'something akin to human torture', and even with the Novacaine shot, she had to be restrained. That's basically what my nightmare has been about. I'm lying on the hospital bed, the wires in my hair from the electrodes attatched to my scalp. I'm being restrained by several people while they perform the spinal-tap and it hurts. And I wake up to find myself in a cold sweat, my muscles locked, tense, spasming and in pain.

So no, I'm not in a good mood right now.

In all honesty, I just kind of want to hide in my room and cry.

And I feel aggravated that I'm still being pressured by my family to have sex with a guy to 'be sure'. Fuck them. I am sure. It's them that aren't. I swear to God, I'm going to smash my head into the wall.

I feel scared, hurt, rejected, terrified, angry, depressed and anxious.

My stomach hurts now. I'm going to bed.

current mood: scared

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Friday, December 30th, 2005
5:10 pm - Yo...
Went to Steve's with Trish yesterday. He, Trish, Michael, Abe, Mickey and I went to Stonewall. It was fun. And Michael can dance! Those his flirting made me feel a bit awkward. After all, he's Steve's older brother. He's like an older version of Steve, so...no. *shakes head* Anyway, on with the survey.


Name: Nikki
Birth date: 10-23-86
Birth place: Toms River, NJ
Current Location: Bumblefuck, PA
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: reddish-brown
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

Your heritage: Irish, German, Hungarian, speck of gypsy
What Shoes: My brown boots
Your weakness: Too trusting
Your fears: Abandonment
Your perfect pizza: Pepperoni, sausage, extra cheese.
Goal you'd like to achieve: Graduate this year, go to college.

Your most overused phrase: 'fuck'
Your thoughts first waking up: 'Fuck it'. *sleeps*
Your best physical feature: Eyes, lips, hips and breasts.
Your bedtime: Whenever the ambien kicks in, lol.
Your most missed memory: If I remember it, I don't miss it.

Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea: liption tea <3
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

Smoke: nah
Curse: all the fucking time
Take a shower: Every morning
Have a crush: Unfortunately
Like(d) high school: NO.
Want to get married: Someday
Believe in yourself: Not very much
Get motion sickness: nope
Think you're a health freak: HA. no.
Get along with your parents: For the most part.
Like thunderstorms: Oh dear Lord, YES!
Play an instrument: Trumpet. LMAO

Drank alcohol: no
Gone on a date: no
Gone to the mall: Yes
Been on stage: yes
Eaten Sushi: no
Been dumped: no
Gone skating: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Dyed your hair: no
Kissed a boy/girl: no

Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes
Gotten beaten up: yep
Changed who you were to fit in: no

Age you hope to be married: before I'm 30
Numbers of Children: honestly.. I'll just adopt 2
Describe your dream wedding: Something very natural-looking. Outside, trees, simple gown, ect.
How do you want to die: Surrounded by friends.
What country would you most like to visit: Anywhere in Europe.

Best eye color?: don't care
Best hair color?: don't care
Short or long hair: I prefer something not very butchy.
Height: don't care
Best first date locaton: Stonewall. Dancing and drag-queens, lol.
Articles of clothing: None.

Number of people i can trust: Six.
Number of CD's i own: Not enough
Number of piercings: 2
Number of tattoos: Gimme another week or two.
Number of times been on Tv: A few
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper: Twice, I think.
Number of scars on my body: Too many.
Number of things in my past that I regret: Too much.

current mood: amused

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Monday, December 19th, 2005
7:14 pm - survey

1. pierce your nose or tongue?: Nose.
3. drink whole or skim milk? Whole milk.
4. die in a fire or drown? Drown.


1. simple or complicated?: Both.
2. Gay? Yeah.
3. Hardcore? Hell to the yes.
4. Honest? For the most part.


1. flowers or angels?: flowers
2. gray or black?: black
3. Color or Black and white photos?: I really like black and white photos with something colorful in them. Photoshop, baby!
4. lust or love?: love
5. sunrise or sunset?: sunset
6. M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms
7. rap or rock?: ROCK
8. staying up late or waking up early? Stay up late.
10. eating apples or oranges? Oranges.


1. being hot or cold?: hot
2. sun or moon?: moon
3. Winter or Fall?: Fall
4. left or right?: right
5. your sign? scorpio
6. sun or rain?: I love the rain
7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Chocolate
8. boys or girls? Girls.


What time is it? 7:21 pm
Name? Nicole
Nickname(s): Nikki, Cole, Colie, Colie-bole


Where do you want to live? Europe.
How many kids do you want?: 2.
What kind of job do you want?: A job as an english teacher.
Do you want to get married?: Someday.


1. Nervous Habits?: Picking at my shirt, tapping my feet, biting my lip.
2. Are you double jointed?: Noooope.
3. Can you roll your tongue?: Yup.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow?: Yeah.
5. Can you cross your eyes?: Not really.
6. Do you make your bed daily?: Nope.


1. Which shoe goes on first?: Doesn't matter.
2. Ever thrown one at someone?: Yup.
3. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet?: None, lol.
4. What jewelry do you wear?: Usually a necklace and a bracelette.


1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl it
2. Have you ever eaten Spam?: Nope.
3. Favorite ice cream flavor?: CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIE DOUGH!!!
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? One?
5. What's your favorite beverage? Vanilla Coke.
6. What's your favorite restaurant? Perkins. I can torture Steve. Mwahaha.



1. How often do you brush your teeth?: like once a day
2. How do you wear your hair for the most part?: Down, usually.
3. Have you ever dyed/highlighted your hair? Yup.


1. Do you swear?: Yeah I do, fucker. Got a problem with that?
2. Do you ever spit: Eww, no.
3. You cook your own food: HAHAHA. No.
6. You like beef jerky?: nope
7. You like pepsi or coke?: Coke.
8. You plan on going to college?: Yes.
9. You're happy with your hair?: yes
10. You own a dog?: Two.
11. You spend your money wisely?: Uh, NO.
12. You're always making new friends?: Nope.
13. You like to swim?: yes but I havent in a long time
14. Have you ever got bored so you call a friend?: Yeah.
15. You're patient?: Not really.
16. You like this survey?: its alright.


In the last month have you...

1. Had sex: Nope.
2. Bought something: of course
3. Gotten sick: Yeah.
4. Sang: Yeah.
7. Felt stupid: yes
8. Missed someone: Unfortunately.
9. Got drunk: nope
10. Gotten high: no
11. Danced crazy: In my room, yes.
12. Gotten your hair cut: nope
13. Watched cartoons: yeah
14. Lied: nope

Last Person that...

1. Slept in your bed: Me.
2. Saw you cry: Steve.
3. Made you cry: Some kid at school.
4. Went to the movies with you: Steve, Leo and Amanda.
5. You went to the mall with: steph Mickey.
7. You went to dinner with: Mickey. "Guys, you're gonna get me fired!" -Steve
8. talked on the phone: Steve
9. Made you laugh: Steve
10. Bought you something: Steve
11. Last bed you slept in other than yours? Does Mickey's couch count?

Have You Ever...

1. Wished you were the opposite sex: Nope.
2. Snuck out of your house: Never.
3. Gave money to a homeless person: Nope.

current mood: amused

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Sunday, December 18th, 2005
1:13 pm - Tag?
Ground Rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 weird habits of yours" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 quirky habits as well as state this rule clearly.

1) I absolutely LOVE writing, but always have a severe case of writer's block.

2) I like to make up soundtracks for games. When I play 'Silent Hill 4', I always play something by Korn and Marilyn Manson. With Final Fantasy, it's rock and soft-rock. With Lord of the Rings, it's instrumental and orchestral music. I don't know why I do this.

3) I can drink two pots of coffee and still manage to sleep at night.

4) I will go to a restaraunt with the sole purpose of buying coffee and rice pudding. Once again, for this I blame Steve.

5) I pretend I'm a tough bitch, when I'm actually very, very sensative.

Um, I tag no one, lol.

Mickey and I stopped by Perkins to visit Steve while he worked and gave him hell. We were loud and constantly laughing our asses off. While he was waiting on the people behind us, I saw his reflection in the window and had to laugh again. He was trying so hard to ignore us, but I don't think it was possible. *snicker* Mwahaha. I love being a pain.

I'm going to bed. See ya'll later.

current mood: amused

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Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
10:01 pm - quizzes
What does your spirit look like? (amazing anime pics!)

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What are you hiding? Detailed results and Beautiful Pics (improved)

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What does your zodiac say about you?

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Eyes of Determination - Your soul posesses Eyes of
Determination. No goal is too far out of reach
for you, and no single person or even an army
can sway your oppinions. You have a mind of
your own, and you know how to use it! You see
the world as one great big challenge and it's
up to you to overcome it all with the firey
determination of a lioness. Your soul has the
best type of eyes for viewing the world because
the tougher life gets, the harder you push.
You never back down from a fight, whether it be
a battle of wits, or a battle of fists. You do
lose your battles every now and again, but as
soon as you can get back on your feet, you are
ready for a re-match. Your high energy and
beautiful spirit makes people very attracted to
you and many want to be your friend. You are
loyal and good natured, and you always stand up
for those who you call your friends. Your
trust is hard to gain, but is even harder to
lose. You have the bad habit of sometimes
getting a little full of yourself and it takes
alot of effort on your friend's parts to bring
you off your high hobby horse. Despite your
good outlook on life, pain is nothing new to
you and is something you are very aware of.
Because of this, people often have to prove
their loyalty to you before you will give them
your own.

What Type of Eyes Does Your Soul Have? (girls)(pics)
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current mood: aggravated

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Sunday, December 11th, 2005
9:45 pm - Ranting and Fifty Q's.
I know that I'm whining at the moment, but I don't care. I've been feeling such low self-worth lately. I look around and I feel like everyone's shining but me. I don't know. I feel so small compared to other people (and not in a good way either). It's frustrating.

50 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone.


1. Your name spelled backwards?

2. Where were your parents born?
New Jersey and PA.

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Music Videos

4. What's your favorite restaurant?
Cherry's Sunset Diner.

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
The summer

6. Have you ever been in a school play?
In seventh grade. NEVER AGAIN!

7. How many kids do you want?

8. Type of music you DISLIKE most?

9. Are you registered to vote?

10. Do you have a televison in your room?

11. Have you ever ridden a moped?

12. Ever prank-called anybody?

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Hell to the yes.

15. Furthest place you ever travelled?

16. Do you have a garden?

17. What's your favorite comic strip?
Don't have one.

18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?

19. Bath or Shower, morning or night?
I shower every morning and take baths on the weekends.

20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
*sigh* Hm. I don't know. Um...the new Willy Wonka, I guess.

21. Favorite pizza toppings?
Pepperoni and sausage.

22. Chips or popcorn?

23. What colour of lipstick do you wear?
Red, brown or pink.

24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
WTF? Is that even possible? Wait, you mean for cooking? Nope.

25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Once. I didn't even place.

26. Orange Juice or apple?
Orange with pulp, please.

27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where?
My family, at Cherry's.

28. Favorite type of candy bar?
Twix. OMG, I love them!

29.When was the last time you voted at the poll?
Whenever Kerry lost. *mutters about conspiracy*

30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
I hate tomatoes.

31. Have you ever won a trophy?

32. Are you a good cook?
Nope. I don't cook. EVER.

33. Do you know how to pump your own gas?

34. Ever ordered from an infomercial?
Yup. Got Steve's Christmas present from HSN, lol.

35. Sprite or 7up?

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
Yeah, when I trained at Cherry's. Dishwashing at Mangia Baby's was just a t-shirt and jeans. No uniform.

37. Last thing you bought at a Walgreens?

38. Ever thrown up in public?

39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
True love, I guess.

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No. And if it does exist, then no one has looked at me.

41. Can ex's be just friends?
I'm sort of friends with my ex's. But for the most part, no. Then again, my ex-boyfriends are sort of my friends. Being a lesbian kind of killed an 'spark' in our left-over relationship, lol.

42. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
I don't think Steve counts because I wasn't visiting him. So Kim, I guess.

43. Did you have a lot of hair as a baby?

44. What message is on your answering machine?
Don't have one.

46. What was the name of your first pet?

47. What kinda backpack do u have, and what's in it?
A messenger bag with notebooks, a novel and a sketchbook.

48. Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
STEVE!!! lol.

49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
Having a nice dinner with very little debating. I also sort of got my mom's approval to date women. Thank God!

50. What do you think about most?
Sex. Sorry, but it's true. I think mostly about sex, lol.

current mood: aggravated

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Monday, December 5th, 2005
4:29 pm - Survey thing
~Initial Attraction~


Gender: Female

Age: 19 (God, I feel old.)

Hair: Brownish-red.

Eyes: Blue

Skin tone: Pale

Height: 5'8

Body type: Hourglass, I guess.

Clothing style: Um...bohemian, I guess. I love the long, flowy skirts, jeans, t-shirts, nice shirts, 'gaudi' jewlery, ect.

Best feature: Eyes, lips and breasts, I guess.

Glasses? Nope.

Facial hair? Nope.

You are attracted to...

Gender: Females!

Age: Anything my age or older.

Hair: Don't care.

Eyes: Don't care.

Skin tone: Any. I don't mind.

Height: Strangely enough, it doesn't matter to me.

Body type: I don't care, though I find that I really like curvy women.

Clothing style: Any. But I'm not really into 'butch' women. If I wanted something overly masculine, I'd date a guy.

Best features: All in the personality. Humor, kindness, understanding.

Glasses? I wouldn't mind.

Facial hair? I'd prefer no facial hair, lol.

You are rarely/never attracted to...

Age: I'm not really attracted to anyone younger than me.

Hair: Don't care.

Eyes: Don't care.

Skin tone: Don't care.

Height: Don't care.

Body type: Don't care.

Clothing style: Once again, I'm not really into the 'butch' look. Sorry.

Body part: I don't have any preferences for that. Just don't have a penis, please.


Do you/Have you...

Smoke? No.

Drink? No.

Do drugs? No.

Have kids? No.

Have any STDs? No.

Been divorced? No.

Have a long list of sexual partners? Nope. I'm still a virgin. Damn it.

Ever cheated on someone? No.

What's your religion? Agnostic for the moment.

Is it okay if they...

Smoke? I'd prefer if they didn't.

Drink? Only if they don't get completely plastered.

Do drugs? No.

Have kids? No.

Have any STDs? No.

Have been divorced? No.

Have a long list of sexual partners? Hey, their sex-life in the past is their own buisness. I won't judge.

Have ever cheated on someone? No.

Follow a different religion? Sure. I have an open-mind.

~Getting Along~

Do you have any pets? Two dogs.

Should they have any pets? Sure.

What are your hobbies? Writing, drawing, gaming, going to Stonewall, writing, writing, writing, lol.

Are there any hobbies/activities you'd like to try? I'm open to new ideas...

What kind of music do you like? ROCK!!!!

What kind of music do you dislike? COUNTRY. ICK.

What kind of movies do you like? Horror movies and comedies.

What kind of movies do you dislike? Chick-flicks, lol. Sappy movies that make me cry. I hate crying.

Are you outgoing or shy? A bit of both.

Are you more attracted to outgoing or shy people? Both.

What's your sense of humor like? I'm extremely sarcastic and satirical, if not just very witty.

Are there any causes (vegetarian/vegan, gay rights, abortion, war) you feel passionately about? Gay rights. Just ask my poor family. They've heard me rant.

Are there any causes you're strongly against?
Not sure. I don't think so.


Do you prefer more traditonal (dinner) or unconventional (laser tag) dates? Unconventional. I LOVE LASER TAG!!!

What kind of activities do you like to do on dates? Movies, I guess.

How would you charm someone? Just be myself and show a lot of cleavage. XD

How would you tell someone you like them? Just straight-out tell them.

How would you reject someone who asked you out? I have before, so, yes.

What's a surefire way to charm you? Sense of humor. If you can make me laugh, you can get a date out of me.

What's the best way for someone to tell you they like you? Just bloody tell me!

How would you prefer to be rejected? Gently, lol.

~Getting Serious~

At what point do you consider the relationship serious and exclusive? When I start developing strong emotions.

Are you materially high maintenance (want lots of gifts, etc.)? Hell no. I feel embarassed my signifigant other gets me anything.

Are you emotionally high maintenance (need lots of praise, reassurance, etc.)? I like to think I'm not, but I probably am.

Is it okay if they're materially high maintenance? Hell. No.

Is it okay if they're emotionally high maintenance? Yes. Welcome to my dating life. -.-

Do you lose your temper easily? I think I do.

Is it okay if they tend to lose their temper? Hell to the no.

Do you get jealous easily? Nah.

Is it okay if they get jealous? It's flattering if it's in small doses, but if they're possessive, fuck no.

How do you feel about public displays of affection? YES PLEASE!

~In the Bedroom~

Do you like your bedroom to be warm or cool? Cool. I fall asleep more easily.

Do you sleep with a lot of blankets or as little as possible? I sleep with a felt blanket thingie and a comfortor, as well as a small 'politically incorrect' afghan, as Steve put it.

Do you like to cuddle with someone when you sleep? Yeah. I've cuddled with Steve a few times as well as ex boyfriends.

What position do you usually sleep in? On my side, curled into a fetal position.

Spooning: Done it. Liked it.

Do you prefer total darkness or some light when you sleep? Total darkness. I love falling asleep with most of my major senses blocked out. It's just me and my mind.

Do you sleep better in a quiet room or with some background noise like music, TV, or a fan? I prefer total silence.

Are you a light sleeper or a heavy sleeper? Depends. I've slept through storms and stuff, but the second someone walks into my room, I wake up. Actually, the second someone enters me room with the intention of TAKING something, I wake up.

Do you snore? I think so. I also talk in my sleep sometimes. Hell, I sang in my sleep once.

Is it okay if they snore? Sure.

Do you toss and turn a lot? Don't know.

Is it okay if they do? Sure. Steve has beaten the hell out of me in my sleep, lol.

Are pets allowed on the bed? Sure. I've slept with dogs on my legs and cats on my face, lol. Trish's cat, Little Cat, is odd that way. o.O

Do you keep your bed made or unmade? I make it every once in a while.

Do you keep other things in your bedroom (desk, computer, TV) or do you think it should just be for sleeping? Of course I keep other shit in my bedroom.

~Living Together~

Are you...

Messy? Yeah.

A total slob? Nah.

Organized? Eh, in a way.

A neat freak? Hell to the no, darling.

Picky about decorating? Hahaha. No.

Good about paying bills on time? I hope so.

A morning person or a night person? Night!!!

Should they be...

Messy? Eh, fine.

A total slob? No.

Organized? As long as they're not psycho about it...

A neat freak? DEAR GOD, NO!!!

Picky about decorating? If they have good taste, then they can go ahead.

Good about paying bills on time? Yes, because they will if I won't.

A morning person or a night person? Morning people usually wake ME up early, and I absolutely HATE that!

What are the things you absolutely must have in your home? My gaming system, computer, phone, TV, bed or couch and a fridge.

What are the things (items or behaviors) you absolutely refuse to allow in your home? I don't want religious things everywhere. Some stuff here and there is fine. Umm...nothing overly cutesy, I guess. I don't really care. Just don't be on my case and we'll get along fine.

Does your stuff take up a lot of space? Yup.

Is it okay if their stuff does? As long as I can navigate the room, it's fine.

Which of your possessions would you refuse to give up/sell/get rid of when moving in? My computer.

Do you cook well? Nope.

Should they be able to cook well? Don't care.

Will you wash dishes? Eh. Sure.

Will you vacuum and sweep floors? I guess.

Will you feed and clean up after pets? Depends on the pet, lol.

Will you do laundry? Sure.

Will you dust? Sure.

Will you do yardwork (raking leaves, mowing the lawn, shoveling snow)? I'm not that kind of lesbian, lol.

Will you fix things around the house? Damn it, I'm not that kind of lesbian!

Will you go grocery shopping? I guess.

Will you pick up after yourself? Sure.

Will you pick up after them? Nope.

Are you a remote control hog? Somewhat.

Are you a bathroom hog? Not really, no.

~Long-term Compatibility~

Where do you want to live? Europe.

Do you want children? Yes.

Do you want to get married? Someday.

What is your career, or what do you want it to be? An english teacher.

current mood: cold

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Sunday, November 20th, 2005
2:10 pm - Pic time!

It is I! And I bathe! But I am not naked yet, so please don't get the wrong idea.

Sleepy time! XD

Steve, me, Mickey and Frank on my birthday. My outfit, courtesy of Steve. Mickey looks drunk, lol.

My very messy work station. Computer, games, school books, electronic supplies, my book shelf, a boot on the floor, my Orlando Bloom standup, ect.

As a celebrity on Cribs would say, 'This is where the magic happens'. Except it isn't. Damn. Eh, jeans, hoodie, my poor 'Phantom of the Opera Bear' minus his little outfit, pictures of my youngest sister and Steve, Max and I on my birthday last year, dream catcher, pics from my birthday this year, and the Fountain Head book that I have to finish.

Behold my 'skinny mirror'. Apparently, it makes you look ten pounds thinner. My sisters and Steve can account to that. Let's see...Silent Hill 2 game, my various lotions (I love soft sents), deoderant, my sketch book, a Harry Potter book, jewelery, numbing spray (for when I had my navel pierced), CD's, ect.

My Lord of the Rings shrine and a bottle of Bawls, lol. That drink actually has a warning label on the back due to the high level of caffiene. I love it.

My Legolas standee and scarf. I love them both. He's kinda broken at the waist from Frank...well...'dancing' with him. *cough*

Ah, and finally, my games. I have a ton of other ones that you can't see in this pic. *shrug* Oh well.

current mood: amused

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Saturday, November 19th, 2005
10:36 pm - Everything you'll ever need to know about me.
What is your name?: Nikki
What's your screename?: aimkissesmonkeys
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Nope.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: You have no idea. Well, if you're a friend of mine then you probably do, actually. LOL.

Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Nah. I'd love to see all the tabloids fuck it up. XD

Your gender:: female

Straight/Gay/Bi:: Gay

Single?: Yup.

If not, do you want to be?: no
Birthdate:: Oct. 23

Your age:: 19

Age you act:: 15 XD

Your height:: 5'8

Eye color:: Blue

Happy with it?:: I love it!

Hair color:: Red/Brown/Blondish

Happy with it?: Yup.

Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty

Piercings?: yeah

Do you speak another language?: Does elvish count?

Have a favorite quote?: 'The word 'friend' is common; the fact is rare.'

Do you have a webpage?: Noooope.

Do you live in the moment?: Absolutely.

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Sometimes.

Do you have any secrets?: yes I do

Do you hate yourself?: More than I'd like to admit.

Do you like your handwriting?: Hell yes. It's pretty!

What's your biggest fear?: Ending up alone.

Can you sing?: Yup.

Are you a loner?: sometimes

What are your ..1 priorities in life?: The people I love.

If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I don't know.

Are you a daredevil?: Yup.

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate a lot of things about myself.

Do you have a journal?: Several.

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? There's more than one thing that I'd change.

Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I put up a strong front, but I'm really not.

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: A lot of things.

What do you like the most about your body?: My eyes.

And least?: My thighs.

Do you think you are good looking?: Sometimes.

Are you confident?: Somtimes.

What is the fictional character you are most like?: Probably Prior from Angels in America. He was sick and afraid of being alone. He understood what it was like to hurt. *shrug*

Are you perceived wrongly?: sometimes

Do You...

Smoke?: nope

Read the newspaper?: no

Pray?: not really

Go to church?: onOn the holidays.

Talk to strangers who IM you?: Sometimes.

Sleep with stuffed animals?: My Phantom of the Opera bear.

Take walks in the rain?: Yes. I love the rain.

Drive?: I do now. Thank God.
Like to drive fast?: Nononono.

Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: I like my voice.

Hurt yourself?: I did in the past. But that's all over now.

Been out of the country?: nope

Been in love?: Not sure anymore.

Done drugs?: Never.

Gone skinny dipping?: Yes. It's quite fun.

Had surgery?: A few.

Ran away from home?: Nope.

Gotten beaten up?: Yeah.

Beaten someone up?: Yeah, lol.

Been picked on?: Yes.

Been on stage?: Yes.

Slept outdoors?: Yeah. Woot for nature!

Pulled an all nighter?: Yeah.

If yes, what is your record?: No idea.

Gone one day without food?: Not sure. I doubt it.

Talked on the phone all night?: yeah

Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes. *hugs Steve*

Slept all day?: A few times.

Killed someone?: Nope. Well, there was that time in Reno where I killed a man just to watch him die. o.O lmao j/k

Had sex with a stranger?: Yeah, I wish.

Thought you're going crazy?: yup

Kissed the same sex?: DUH.

Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Yeah.

Had a dream that came true?: Possibly.

Met a famous person?: CARSON!!!

Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Nope.

On purpose?: Never.

Been on radio/tv?: Once or twice.

Been in a mosh-pit?: A small one.

Had a nervous breakdown?: Once or twice.

Bungee jumped?: Not yet.

Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yeah. I hate those.

Do you believe in:

Life on other planets?: yup

Miracles?: yeah

Astrology?: Sort of.

Magic?: Not really.

God?: Some sort of Higher Power, yes.

Satan?: I suppose

Santa?: Nah.

Ghosts?: Yes.

Luck?: Nope. I make my own luck.

Love at first sight?: Sometimes.

Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes.

Witches?: Wiccans, yes. Witches? No.

Easter bunny?: Nope.

Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.

Believe there¡¦s a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No. There's skiddles there, dumbass.

Do you wish on stars?: Sometimes.

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Many.


Who is your best friend? Steve and Trish are.

Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Steve

Thing you're picked on most about?: My sexuality.

Who's your longest known friend?: Right now? Jenn Olsen.

Newest?: Lena.

Shyest?: Lena.

Funniest?: Hmm...they're all funny to me.

Sweetest?: They all are.

Closest?: Physically, Frank. Emotionally, Steve.

Weirdest?: Frank. He's just odd to me, but I loveth him so.

Smartest?: Jenn.

Friends you miss being close to the most?: Steve and Lena.

Last person you talked to online?: Lena.

Who listens to your problems?: They all do.

Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Nope.

Who's your second family?: Steve and Trish.

Do you always feel understood?: Not always, no.

Who's the loudest friend?: Trish.

Do you trust others easily?: No.

Who's house were you last at?: Steve

Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Steve

Do your friends know you?: My close friends do.

Do you consider love a mistake?: No.

What do you find romantic: Many things.

Turn-on?: Eyes, lips, personality.

Turn-off?: Narrow-minded people.

First kiss?: Erick Moccia, 14, in a baseball field dug-out during sun-set.

Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: I do now.

Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: I don't really care. Sorry.

Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Some do.

What is best about the opposite sex/same sex?: Personality.

What is the worst thing about the opposite sex/same sex?: Personality, lol.

What's the last present someone gave you?: My parents got me a car.

Who Was the Last Person...

That haunted you?: Ethan. *nods sagely*

That laughed at you?: The prick in my Environmental 2 class.

You went shopping with?: My sisters.

That broke your heart?: Don't know.

You saw a movie with?: Kim.

You talked to on the phone?: Steve

You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Lena.

You saw?: Family.

You lost?: Thankfully, no one.

Right This Moment...

Are you going out?: Nope.

What are you wearing right now?: Red striped pants and an orange shirt that says 'Save a horse, Ride a Cowboy' (PJ's).

What book are you reading? The Davinci Code, Son of the Witch, and The Fountain Head.

Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::
Tired, hyper, happy, disappointed, calm.

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. My Silent Hill 4 game.

What is the last thing you watched on TV? Something about child stars on VH1.

Without Looking, what time is it? 11:00 pm.

Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 11:00 pm.

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? The dog snoring, lol.

When did you last step outside? When I let the dog out.

Did you dream last night? Yes.

What is on the walls of the room you are in? A few posters, hats and necklaces.

What is the last film you saw? I <3 Huckabees.

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? A truck for my dad.

Tell me something about you that I don't know: I'm not as tough as people think.

Do you like to dance? Yes.

Would you ever consider living abroad? Yes.

How long is a piece of string? However long you make it

age? 19

Parents names? Wendi, Stephen

Brothers or sisters? 2 sisters

whats their names and ages? Chelsi, 16, Kim, 14

Pets? Bear and Zoe

religion? Agnostic

shoe size? 8 1/2


favorite color? blue and scarlet

favorite bands? Evanescence, NIN, Chevelle, Coal Chamber, ect.

favorite t.v show? Family Guy

favorite video game? The Final Fantasy series.

favorite computer game? Sims2

favorite cartoon? Family Guy

favorite movie? The LOTR trilogy

favorite song? 'The Fragile' by NIN

favorite day? Friday

favorite season? Fall

favorite holiday? Halloween

favorite number? 23

Do you want kids in the future? yeah

what are your favorite baby names? Lily and Gabriel

do you ever want to get married? Someday, when Bush is out of the office.

are you looking for "the one"? Not at the moment.

how many people have you had sex with?: Zero.

have you ever been to a mental hospital? Does the psych ward count?

have you ever been on pills for depression or anything like that? Yes.

what do you look for in a g/f or b/f? Good personality, kindness, warmth, good humor.

what grade are you in? Senior in highschool.

are you a high school drop out? Nope.

what kinda car do you have or want? A 2006 Chevy Aveo.

do you have a crush on anybody right now? Yes I do

are you a "player"? Nope.

do you want to be in love? yeah

do you get good grades in school? Yes.

do you like to party? Yes.

do you like to spend time alone? Sometimes.

do you have a job? I will.

whats your dream job? Being an english teacher.

favorite flower? Lavender.

favorite sexual position? Don't know yet.

do you cuss? yeah

do you cuss alot? yes

are you afraid of being in love? Terrified of it.

can you play guitar? Not well.

can you sing? Yes.

do you draw? Yes.

do you like to write poems? Yes.

favorite c.d that you own? A mix CD that I made.

what size bed do you have? Twin

got any tattoos? Not yet.

do you want any? I want one or two.

where's your dream place to live? Europe.

do you like "it" shaved? None of your buisness.

favorite magz? Cosmo?

favorite place to get stuff at? Spencers.

do you like candles? Yes.

showers or baths? shower on weekdays, baths on the weekend.

cats or dogs? Dogs.

day or night? night

would you ever have sex in a cemetery on halloween? Yes.

are you in love? No.

do you have a girlfrined or a boyfriend? no

favorite food? RICE PUDDING!!!

favorite sport? Football.

would you date anybody younger then you? Possibly.

when was the last time you cried? A few days ago. But the last time I REALLY let it all out was a while ago.

have you cried over somebody that you love? Yes.

do you get along with your family? Yes.

how many times have you been in love? Don't know.

who have you been in love with? No one.

what do you think about goths? Black is SO the new pink. They're okay.

skaters? Apparently Steve loves them. *shrug*

losers? *makes L sign on forehead*

when was the last time you had sex? NEVER.

when was the last time you lied? Yesterday to the porn shop owner about my relationship status. It was the only way that he'd leave me alone.

are you shy? Sometimes.

do you like porn? Very much so.

are you emotional? Unfortunately.

do you get mad easy? Yes.

do you hate kids? nope

are you racist? no

do you like school? For the most part.

do you wear eyeliner? Sometimes.

do you paint your nails? Sometimes.

are you only looking for sex or love? Love.

what does your room look like? Messy, lol.

do you live alone? nope

do you have a cell phone? yeah

how many people are on your buudy list? 73

what did you do on your last birthday? Took Steve and Mickey to NY to see Avenue Q on Broadway.

420? WTF?

like vodka? No.

sing in the shower? Yes. Quite loudly, too.

take over the whole bed when you sleep? Nope. But Steve does, lol.

take over the blanket when you sleep? Once again, *points at Steve*.

ideal date? Anything works for me

favorite drink? Coffee.

are you popular? nope

got alot of friends? Nope.

favorite animal? Wolves.

favorite school subject? English.

favorite fruit? Peaches and pears.

favorite place to eat at? Cherry's.

favorite memory? Probably either my first trip to Stonewall or that winter dance that Trish and I went to at Steve's school.

are you close to your grandparents? yeah

do you dream of the future alot? Sometimes.

do you save your money? Nope.

do you pay on the dates? Sometimes.

like to play sports? Nope.

like to talk on the phone? Depends on who I'm talking to.

like to write? YES!!!

do you like your self? Sometimes.

current mood: amused

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Thursday, November 17th, 2005
12:16 am - Love
What makes you love someone? Seriously. Why do you love the people that you love? Why love your friends or lovers? What is it about the people that you love that invokes love at all? I'm tempted to write an essay about this for english. Input would be appreciated.

current mood: contemplative

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Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
11:24 pm - Here's a bad day!
Well, now I know why my back has been bothering me. I have another kidney infection! Isn't that glorious? The doctor is a completely incompetent fool, though. I had a systescope a few years back because of scar-tissue and nephritis. Did he check to see if I had it again? Nope. And the medication he put me on is something I might be 'sensative' to, but does that matter? Nope! He asked if I felt well enough to go to school tomorrow and my dad pretty much answered 'yes' for me. Does he know what an infected kidney feels like? Nope. I wanted to tear the hair right out of my head.


In other news, I'm going to check out my college campus this weekend. Not like many people give a shit. But that's okay, because at least some people do, and that's better than nothing. Now I'm gonna go on gaiaonline.com to calm my pained ass down. I'll see you all later.

And Steve, thanks for listening to me bitch. *storms off*

current mood: annoyed

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Saturday, November 12th, 2005
10:19 am - You know you love these.
1. What time is it? 10:19 a.m.

2. Name: Nicole

3. Nickname(if any): Nikki, Nick, Cole, Colie, Cole-Rita, Colie-bole, Nick-Nik, Nicholai, Lupie-girl (thanks mom), crazy, brat, ect.

4. If you were a skittle: I'd be a red one?

5. Shoe Size: Eight and a half.

6. Zodiac: Scorpio.

7. Hair color: Brown and red.

8. Eye color: Blue.

9. Height: 5'8

10. Favorite Color: Blue and scarlet.

11. Glasses, contacts or neither: Neither.

12. Braces? Nope.

13. Siblings? Two younger sisters.

14. Birthplace: Community Hospital in Toms River, NJ.

*****HAVE YOU EVER******

15. Been in love? I have loved, but I don't know if I was ever truly 'in love'.

16. Been dumped? Nope. Ha.

17. Cut your own hair?: Hell no.

18. Gotten into a fight? Yeah. I won it, too. HA!

19. Been arrested? Never.

20. Skinny Dipped? Hell yes! You don't grow up on the Jersey shore and not skinny dip at least once! Sadly for Pennsylvania, I took that habit with me. My poor neighbors.

21. Skipped school?: Twice. T'was quite fun.

22. Bungee jumped: I want to.

23. Went to a concert?: Not yet. Damn it.

24. Kissed someone of the same sex not related to you?: Yes.

25. Kiss more than two people in one day: Yes.

26. Stared at the stars for hours?: Once, yes.

27. TP'd someone's house?: Nah.

28. Won something?: A few things.

29. Asked someone out?: Yup.

30. Been rejected? Yeah.

31. Been to a funeral?: No.

32. Used a lighter?: Yeah.

33. Been on stage?: Yes.


34. Song: 'Fragile' by Nine Inch Nails

35. Food: RICE PUDDING!!!

36. Ice cream flavor: Cookie dough.

37. Memory: Probably my first trip to Stonewall.

38. School subject(s): English

39. Breakfast cereal: Captain Crunch!

40. Number(s): 23. I don't know why.

41. Book(s): Anything by Tolkien, Anne Rice, Gregory Maguire, and "Stiff", a book about cadavers.

42. Movie(s): The LOTR trilogy, anything with Eliza Dushku, I <3 Huckabees (damn you, Steve!), Queen of the Damned (great music), Phantom of the Opera and the Hellraiser movies.

43. Male celeb: Johnny Depp

44. Female celeb: ELIZA DUSHKU!!!

45. State: New York

46. Drink: Chai. Once again, damn you, Steve!

47. Sport to watch on TV: Football!!!

48. Sport to play: Soccer

49. Bands/musicians: Evanescence, Megan McCauley, NIN, Mudvayne, Three Days Grace, NERD, ect.

50. Letter(s): Uh...Z?

51. TV Show: Will and Grace. I love Jack and Karen!!!

52. Cartoon Character: Stewie Griffin!!!

53. Holiday: Halloween!

54. Name for a son: Gabriel.

55. Name for a daughter: Lily.

******DO YOU PREFER******

56. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate.

57. Love or Lust? Love.

58. Long relationships or one night stands?: Long relationships.

59. Dogs or cats?: Dogs.

60. Scary movies or comedies?: Shaun of the Dead. It has both!

61. Silver or gold: Silver.

62 Croutons or bacon bits? Croutons.


63. Alcohol: Sadly enough, rubbing alcohol and hospitals.

64. MEXICANS: Half the kids at my school, which is fucked up because they're Puerto-rican.

65. School: *twitch* Red-neck bastards.

66. Grass: Fun rolling down hills.

67. Cow: Milk.

68. Canada: USA's little brother.

69. Mouse: Cute animals!!

70. Hand: Human touch.

******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie? Nope.

72. Talked on the phone?: Yes.

73. Cried?: Yes.

74. Threw up?: Nope.

75. Drank a glass of water?: Oui.

76. Talked to the opposite sex?: Well, duh.

77. Read a book or magazine?: Yes.

78. Watched TV?: Yup. I'm watching 'I Robot' right now.

79. Looked in the mirror? Yes. *shudder*

80. Taken a shower?: Yes.

81. Taken a picture?: Yeah, lol.

82. Listened to music?: Of course!

83. Kissed someone?: Nope.

84. Done your Home Work? Yeah.

85. Told someone you loved them? Yes.

***DO YOU BELIEVE IN....******

86. Heaven?: Heaven, Nirvana, whatever. I believe in it, yes

87. Fate?: Yes.

88. Aliens?: Perhaps.

89. Fun for the entire family?: Yeah.

90. Freedom of speech?: I do.

91. Love?: Yes.

92. Magic?: Depends.

*******SOME RANDOM STUFF******

93. Last movie you saw in theatres? 'Waiting'. It was fucking hilarious.

94. Are you listening to music right now?: Nope. Movie.

95. What would u change if u could? A lot of things.

96. Do you like your middle name? Not really.

97. What is the best thing since sliced bread?: Video games.

98. What color is your backpack? White?

99. First thing you will do after you get married? Write a thank-you letter to the president?

current mood: tired

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Friday, November 11th, 2005
9:16 pm - Survey Thing
50 things you hopefully don't know about me. after you're done, repost & erase my answers & replace them with your own. enjoy!

1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name? *sigh* How about 'non-existant'?

2. What color underwear are you wearing now? Blue. I like blue.

3. What are you listening to right now? 'On the Beach'. It's two violins dueling from 'Queen of the Damned'. I love it.

4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number? Not really any of your damn buisness. If you know me, you have it.

5. What was the last thing you ate? A sandwich.

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Scarlet.

7. How is the weather right now? Cold as fuck.

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? I believe it was Tricia.

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? The fact that I don't really want them. In the same sex though, I really enjoy nice smiles, eyes, and a good sense of humor.

10. Favorite type of Food? RICE PUDDING!!!!

11. Do you drink? Nope.

12. Do you smoke? Nope.

13. Ever got so drunk you don't remember what you did? Never.

14. Hair color? Red/brown

15. Eye color? Blue

16. Do you wear contacts? Nope.

17. Favorite Holiday? HALLOWEEN!!! Drag-queens and awesome costumes galore!!!

18. Favorite Month? October!!!

19. Pepsi of Coke? Vanilla Coke, bitches!

20. What was the last movie you watched? I <3 Huckabees with Steve.

21. Favorite Day of the Year? Oct. 31

22. Are u too shy to ask someone out? Nah. Well, if I care about the person, I'm shy. If I just decide that I like them, no.

23. If you can say something to someone right now what would it be? "I love you."

24. Tits or Ass? Im all about the tit-tees. Both. Why should I choose?

25. Chocolate or Vanilla? DARK CHOCOLATE!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!

26. Do you want your friends to respond? Sure.

27. Who is most likely to respond? Dunno.

28. Who is least likely to respond? Myself?

29. Car or Truck? I love trucks, but love driving small cars. Maybe it's a lesbian thing.

30. Tattoos? I want to get three. One on my lower back, one on my hip, and one on my shoulder or arm.

31. Favorite Movie? The LOTR trilogy, bitches!

32. Favorite football Team? EAGLES!!!!!!!

33.What were you doing before this? Filling out another survey on myspace.

34. Any pets?: Two dogs.

35. AIM? Yup.

36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? Butter.

37. Dogs or cats? DOGS.

38. Favorite Drink? CHAI.

39. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to? Who hasn't?

40. Fantasy? Eliza Dushku, some exotic setting, rock music and champagne.

41. Favorite woman feature? Lips.

*Walks away for a moment.*

*Is back.*

42. Who would you like to see right now? My friends.

43. Are you still friends with your exes? Sort of.

44. Have you ever fired a gun? Not yet. Mwahaha. *cough* I live in PA. It seems inevitable.

45. Do you like to travel by plane? I've never been on one before.

46. Right handed or left? Right handed for just about everything.

47. If you could be somewhere where would would it be? In Europe with friends and family.

48. How many pillows do you sleep with? Three. Although two are really mushy, so they kinda mush together to form one pillow. It's wierd.

49. What is your sign? Scorpio.

50. Hows life? Let's not talk about it.

current mood: crappy

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Thursday, November 10th, 2005
3:57 pm - Just a song I really like

'Life' by Pink

I've been a girl with her skirt pulled high.
Been a young kid who's running with mascara eyes.
I see the world as a candy store.
With a cigarette smile, saying things you can't ignore.

Like mommy I love you.
Daddy I hate you.
Brother I need you.
Lover, hey, fuck you.

I can see everything here with my third eye,
Like the blue in the sky.

If God is a DJ, life is a dance floor.
Love is the rhythm; you are the music.
If God is a DJ, life is the dance floor.
You get what you give and it's all how you use it.

I've been a girl with her finger in the air.
Unaffected by rumors, the truth: I don't care.
So open your mouth, stick out your tongue.
Might as well let go; you can't take back what you've done.

So find a new lifestyle.
A reason to smile.
Look for nirvana under the strobe lights.
You hint of sex dreams, you whisper to me:

There's no reason to cry.

If God is a DJ, life is a dance floor.
Love is the rhythm; you are the music.
If God is a DJ, life is the dance floor.
You get what you give and it's all how you use it.

Take what you get and you get what you give.
I say don't run from yourself, man that's no way to live.
I've got a record in my bag, you should give it a spin.
Put your hands in the air so that life can begin.

If God is a DJ, life is a dance floor.
Love is the rhythm; you are the music.
If God is a DJ, life is the dance floor.
You get what you give and it's all how you use it.

current mood: amused

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